O Lord my ears have heard but now my eyes have seen

the mascarades of a forgotten blog

2006-10-07T10:25:00.000-07:00

i don't know what that title really means but it sounds cool

i almost want to wait the last three months and day so that it will be an entire year since i posted.

wow, it's been so long i can't believe it! so much has happened since january too much to recap... so i will update the last few months:

i am going to cuesta now, i am taking three classes which is 13 units. i also got a job at hollywood video. then i got a better job as an electrician, with glen parker from church. so i quit at hollywood video and now i am afraid to go back in there, which is very inconvenient.

last week on friday my mom got in a really bad car accident. she was making a left turn at a light and a guy ran the red and hit the driver's side going 45mph. by the amazing power of God she wasn't seriously injured nor did she break anything. at one point the doctors thought an arterie in her heart might have ripped, which would have been life-threatening, so they took another test where they put a cathader from her leg up to her heart and injected dye inorder to take a better picture. thankfully everything ended up ok! so she is still pretty sore and can't really do much so i have been taking care of everything.

on monday sarah and i have been going out for exactly 1 year and 5 months pretty sweet!

i don't know what else to say....doom

Fire, Reignited.

2006-01-08T15:33:00.000-08:00

So yesterday i taught at TAG, it was a lot of fun and very encouraging for me to see people actually respond to it. my teaching was on a big part on taking initiative to do God's work instead of just saying that we should.

i see things changing and that is what one of my greatest prayers has been recently. God is amazing and He is here for us, the fire has been reignited and that encourages me so much.

but there is one thing that i didn't get to cover last night.

what is the part you are supposed to do?

where do you stand?

how are you going to do it?

ask God this He has the answers.

~live for God. He lives for you.

wow...

2005-12-28T18:35:00.000-08:00

have you ever had a good day, you were greatly happy and then something happened that just killed you? just savagely jammed you into tears? that was me this evening, no i didn't get in a fight with sarah; she is amazing, and i love her so much!

but yeah. so i decided to wipe of the apathy and seek after God with a ferverent passion from a fire that i lost a long time ago!Proverbs 12:27 says, "The lazy man does not roast his game, but the diligent man prizes his possessions." well, i don't what the whole "roast" thing means, but i have become so lazy, so much more undeserving then i once was! i am tired of it! but i am not going to let this get to me, it is time to get moving. i so dearly want to go find a corner or dark room to just go sleep and cry in but i can't it's time to get on the right track. i am so tired of sitting on my ass and thinking that i should do something about this rancid life that surrounds me.

i am tired of seeing my friends fall while in this cosmic battle that we are all in. it's invisible but it's there! ahh i am so freakin' pissed right now! i'm tired of everyone playing the role of number one! you have to look at for number one can't let anything happen to number one! it's pathetic! what's wrong with us!?! why....awh i'm done.

listen guys we need to stop being afraid everyone is out to get us, or that everyone else hates us or doesn't like us, we need to stop that and just love. where did the love go? where did God go? i miss Him, and i miss you all too.

2005-12-23T21:41:00.000-08:00

oh what fun this is

DAVID CROWDER BAND....yo..

2005-12-11T19:26:00.000-08:00

hey guys if you could do this for me it would be very much appreciated!

if you like david crowder and want to join their street team or something like that then please go to this link that will be provided right....now! "help andrew by joining" and list me (andrew kidd) as a reference. and all will be cool....and stuff.

the end.

~andrew

oh ok

2005-12-04T15:39:00.000-08:00

hey my blog is back to normal... though i doubt anyone saw it when it was different but yeah, hooray!

jamba juice is good. the ned.

whoa

2005-11-30T19:11:00.000-08:00

...what the crap happened here? i didn't do anything it was all the executive main-frame people or...ah whatever.
the ned.

...that's right no link

~andrew

2005-10-27T15:27:00.000-07:00

hey i am the blood, but fortunatly i haven't peed blood since that day, like, a month ago. uhh sorry i haven't left any posts since then and if you haven't seen me, i really haven't left any online updates since that last post and for all you could know i died!!!

well i'm not dead isn't that cool but hey i sure am glad that all of you have a lot of concern for me, with my three comments and all!!! and two of those comments were from ersh. geez.

the only good thing that came from the whole thing was an awesome quote i came up with while talking to noelle on the phone one day it goes, "one of my organs might explode, i've been waiting my whole life for something like this to happen!!!"

well i guess i know why no one ever reads my blog, it's because i never post anymore. and because my brother is a schizophrenic, or a comedian, but it's basically the same thing, eh. wow there was a lot of commas in that last sentece wasn't there. oh yeah!! the end.

~the ned.

i peed blood

2005-10-15T16:18:00.000-07:00

on thursday. the end.

oh this day

2005-09-24T13:06:00.000-07:00

hey kids,

esther stopped by with my senior pictures, they came out pretty good....or did they? ha ha wow i sure am funny, so i am not able to go the shawn mcdonald concert so i am pretty bummed about that, like i really am.

but instead i am going with sarah to her aunt and uncle's house for a party, so i won't be at tag tonight sorry. but hey les and jannett(a friend of sarah's and mine from school) are coming to church tomorrow. hooray. the end.

it hapened...

2005-09-11T13:51:00.000-07:00

at first today was like all other days, or so it seemed. i woke up to the sound of the phone ringing, but found a constant streaming tone, bdoooooooooooooooooooooo. the phone rang again, sarah was on the receiver at the other end. she had news of the night and her morning. we talked for some time. soon after we departed to get ready for the sunday morning service.

the water was cold. i let it heat up, then it happened, and the moment it did a ominous portent filled the room. i stood stunned, steam filled the room, i waited to find out if the juncture would occur once more. the mirror became fogged from the moisture of the heat, again!

my heart was pounding, a bead of sweat formed on the crown of my head, my hands trembled from anticipation of this occasion. once more my soul jumped, i ran to the phone and called my love, my heart. it was her voicemail, i couldn't hold this in, i had to tell her tell someone. i had the .

~drew

my lips are sealed!!!!

2005-09-01T15:51:00.000-07:00

so i haven't posted in a while, have i? and none, eh i mean some, of you might kinda want to know what's going on with me, right? or maybe what i've been up to, huh?

well i am not going to tell you! i won't tell you that i am having a good time at paso, or that mine and sarah's four month-i-versary is tomorrow, september 2. or that today i told a person i just met aobout when i ripped the back of my pants on my bike in 7th grade and had to go to school with a hole in my pants. no i will not tell you any of these things!! the end.

~drew

deja blue?

2005-08-27T17:31:00.000-07:00

chris actually knew all along, so yeah. uh so this is my post...isn't that cool? i think so, uhh so yeah i am going to paso now... but most of you already know that. and if you didn't sorry, and now you do. no one approves for anyone to date... isn't it weird when you type random things into sentences. chris.

i got my glasses the other day, i don't like them as much as my old ones but at least i have some now. sarah likes them a lot though, i don't like how the frames are round i have more of a square head. yeah. the end.

wa boo

2005-08-22T15:05:00.000-07:00

hey kids what is going on today? i went to go get my schedule today but the lady said it wasn't ready yet. this was highly annoying because sarah and i walked all the way to the high school to get my schedule and they didn't even have it. grrrrr. so yeah. that has been my day so far. i really don't have much else to say....i'm incredibly lame. the end.

sarah i love you!

~drew

Warning to Canterbury Children, circa 1805

2005-08-09T21:26:00.000-07:00

O ya' know those gnomes
of Canterbury,

And ya' know that they've been described as scary.
Don't give 'em grief and don't make 'em worry.

'Cause if you do,
They'll make you sorry!!!

the horrors behind crest

2005-07-12T16:46:00.000-07:00

so i woke up this morning just like i do every morning. i walked into my bathroom to brush my teeth but i realized that something wasn't right. i looked down at my tooth paste, Crest, and i felt an ominous portent come over me. i flipped the tube of toothpaste over and looked at the back, and just as i regrettably suspected i saw something that still haunts me to this moment. the back of the crest toothpaste tube revealed to me something... something horrific, i saw under the distributor that my once good friend proctor had a new partner, GAMBLE!

Dist. by Procter & Gamble,

Cincinnati OH 45202

...Patent Pending

not only had my, at one time, associate procter turned to the evil side...well eviler then i....yeah, uhh where was i...ahh yes, not only had he turned evil but he had gone into the cahoots with gamble! there was much pain in my heart. but not all light was lost, i now knew where gamble was hiding, i was in my way to cincinnati!!!

...but considering that was this morning i haven't really gotten anywhere with that..... so yeah. i don't yet. the end.

~yep

oh man, oh man.

2005-06-27T18:28:00.000-07:00

ok, well i think it's about time i post again.

we are here at the may's house and they are in hawaii, and i don't feel quite as weird as i should for being while they are in another state. man i miss sarah a lot, don't take me wrong i miss stephen and julie and the other mays but i miss sarah a lot more. but that's ok because i have been talking on the phone with her. it will be two months in five days.

btw...yeah, uhh that's is my "band" above. we rock so much.

tomorrow i am driving up to san francisco with jeff landon and we are going to sleep in an airport and are flying to minnesota at six in the morning. we are the groom's men in chris barber's wedding...well i am a groom's man and jeff is the best man. so yeah good times.

i got really sick tues. night, it was weird, it just came out of no where and i was sick all day on wedns. i slept until four thirtyish and then crawled into the bath tub and took a hour-n-a-half long bath.

consequently, i got a real bad cold sore on my lip...it's pretty gross. i took a saftey pin and carved most of the puss and yellow gunk out of it though...that was extreme, man i am so tough!

yeah i'm glad all this sickness and all that happened after sarah left because it would suck if i got her sick! well, be praying for me that i will get better and that my cold sore will be gone by chris' wedding on the first! the end.

huh? uhh, oh yeah.

2005-06-10T18:34:00.000-07:00

so yeah,

thursday was the- uhh i mean!

hey kids,

thursday was the last day of school, and the high school graduation. noelle invited me to it so i went, afterwards we all went to our friend heidi's beach house and burned homework to seniors accumulated throughout their high school careers. noelle had a box that weighed 60 pounds!!!! it was intense, needless to say we were out burning homework on the beach until about three a.m.

that's was my last night.

today i cleaned from about two hours after i got home (ten-ish) until about two-thirty. yes, i am a man of extreme thrills. if you could only see my face right now.

that was my day.

i am at sarah's house right now. not really doing much. they are looking at old pictures. yep. we are listening to FIF. sarah is interogating me about a picture of me and bobby. the end.

~drew = gnome hunter

YOU'RE FACE! ...yes you are face.

2005-05-30T13:36:00.000-07:00

today is memorial day and i am at the may's house and we are partying like it is 1909! yeah! stephen is back and it is pretty awesome, his beard is (insert verb here) to my soul.

sarah wants me to go swimming but i don't know if should or not.... chris says i shouldn't, well, not yet at least. Everyone is ignoring us...i guess or at least that's how sarah feels right now as she calls ashmo, david, and/or will. well this is the king prodigy signing out.... way to go blue team way to go! the end.

p.s. if you know the code...please respond, chris is waiting.

~drew

AND THE LEGEND OF THE RENT WAS WAY PAST DUE!!!!

2005-05-19T16:05:00.000-07:00

hey kids,

i really don't have much to say right now beacause i am on dial-up and it hurts. but i haven't been online for a while and just thought i would post, so uhh here it is! do you have a problem with that?!!?!?!? ...good. uhh so yeah i have a lot of stuff i could put up right now but i'm going to until i get a better conection ok. later dawgs! the end.

~drew

yeah it's true.

2005-05-08T14:25:00.000-07:00

hey kids,
some good news, for those of you who haven't noticed us holding hands or have heard from the peanut gallery sarah and i are officially going out... and i don't want to hear it! we even talked to her parents on thursday night and made sure that it was ok with them (that was nerve-racking!). so uhh, yeah... after much prayer and waiting sarah and i have been going out since monday, good times. that's really all i have to say. the end.

~drew

...p.s.

What 80`s sitcom are you?

ALf

I loved that show. Alf cracked me up.

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HUMAKABOOLA!!!!!

2005-05-05T19:12:00.000-07:00

i know, i know i caved in and took that weird disney test, i am a little ashamed. But here are the results for your face....

You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.

Peter Pan

100%

The Beast

75%

Goofy

75%

Ariel

63%

Sleeping Beauty

50%

Cinderella

50%

Donald Duck

38%

Cruella De Ville

38%

Pinocchio

25%

Snow White

19%

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....well there you have it, i was going for the beast but what can i say. the end.

THIS IS MY TITLE!

2005-05-01T17:31:00.000-07:00

kids,

hey all what's been going on? just chillin over here. i have been really busy again and i am pretty sure i am going to just be getting busier as the end of the school year draws closer! i can't wait until this summer. i think i am going to go see hitchickers guide to the galaxy at seven, i saw it with sarah on friday, but it was a midnight movie so we (kenny, chris, sarah, and i) are going to go see it again! that'll be fun it is a good movie!

well idon't have vbery much else to say like i always say not much is going on in the drew arena, sorry. the end.

~drew

NOTHING REALLY!!!

2005-04-16T18:33:00.000-07:00

dear kids,

hey kids what's up? i am all good. this day today...hooray!
....so uhh yeah i am just chill, i really haven't been up to much lately. hmmmm, i feel like such a looser because i never have anything cool to say at all. like really i got nothing at all...ever! ohh but i did want to show you this! yes! it is an amazing picture i drew, see just like i said this blog is for drawings and stuff....yep. well i don't have much else to say so yeah, texas. the end.

~drew = love

WHOO YEAH!

2005-04-10T13:45:00.000-07:00

hey kids,

what's going on? how are all of you? i do not know...because if i did i am sure i would not have asked you at all would i? no.

so uhh yeah, oh my sister (older one not younger), sara sent me an email with some pics and a few links, this is my favorite i could talk to these people forever! so uhh yeah rock on!!!

by the way how do you all like the blogs new set up? comments complaints? take it up with the management...which is ...me .. i guess...

i'll talk to you all later dawgs, oh and by the way keep it real, the end.

~drew

GAME OVER!!!!

2005-04-02T15:53:00.000-08:00

Dear Everybody,

hey uhh wha'ts going on? i am chill! ....i must say that pretty much all the captions on the last thing suck, and i know that some of you saw it and didn't even put a caption at all....that is pathetic.

yeah so uhh i never really have much to say on here anymore, so let us rock the show and dance the night away, no? i think it'll be fun! the end.

~drew = love

2005-03-29T21:34:00.000-08:00

give me a caption! the best one wins a something!

happy easter

2005-03-26T13:10:00.000-08:00

hey uhh...happy easter? yes.

~drew = love

12 Reasons Why Sarah May and I Will Go Out!

2005-03-05T16:49:00.000-08:00

I miss you all too....No I don't.

1. Sarah May is truly a heartbreaker
2. 4 out of 5 dentists agree dating is a waste of time
3. Foxes have holes, birds of the air have nests but the Son of Man has no place to rest his head
4. Sarah is in love with my brother and is only hanging out with me to get to him
5. "There's pinecones everywhere!"
6. Because Les likes Sarah and would kill me
7. Shhhhhh don't tell anyone Les likes her
8. It's not unusual to have fun with anyone
9. She is too emo for me
10. I am too emo for her
11. If we had children they would be terrible, hideous, stinky, incompetent, malicious burdens to society and would most likely bring the economy of the world to a horrible downfall
12. Stephen is like my brother and that would make her a sister...I am not incest!

so I think that this is most definitely an awesome accumulation of accurate reasons as to why Sarah May and I, Andrew Scott Kidd the first haven't, aren't, and won't, be going out or doing any dating with each other of any assortment, so sorry everyone but it's not going to happen. the end: Oh and props to any of you that actually notice the change in the title!

~drew

(insert title here)

2005-02-27T19:41:00.000-08:00

by the way, not many of you know this but i am in many countries known as a indian techno dance teacher, and currently i am teaching rhi, so that explains the picture.

uhh i have not much else to say, oh ashley if you read this before monday morning my bible and Jesus journal are in your trunk could you bring that to school? yes, no, thank you?

finally i would like to make a shout out ot stephen, katie, kimber, noelle, and like everyone else it's not that i check your blogs anymore, it's that i don't check anyone's blogs anymore. the end. i love you all, the real end.

~drew

sushi on rainy days

2005-02-23T15:31:00.000-08:00

birthday fun is tasty.

after school yesterday sarah and ashley took me tothe beach after sarah to me the cake she made for me! it was fantabulicious!!! we went to the beach and walked around for a bit and it sprinkled off and on, then we went in and sat inthe car listening to dashboard confessionals and ate the cake.
after this we went to goshis in paso and had sushi becasue sarah has never had sushi before...i only wish you all could have seen her face when she tried the squid. it was inpecable!

after this we went to the park and they were going to drive around the park seventeen times in honor of my seventeen years, but after two i suggested that we go to target and do something there, so we went to target and sarah and ashley tried to get seventeen people to say happy birthday to me, we got nine i think...but one guy sang the monster mash to us, that was worth eight happy birthdays easily!!!!

all to gether it was a good birthday, except for that one guy spiting on me, oh and failing that one test, and nearly getting expelled..... good birthday. the end.

~drew

wow the rock undid my belt...easy!

2005-02-21T16:58:00.000-08:00

hey kids

this is the overweight, not-spellin'-good, tacky, hated looser with extreme body odor here just wondering what's up with you.... i am good, i just had lunch with my sis (older) and her boyfriend for my birthday, we went to marvs it was cool. now i am just sitting around doing nothing. ...well that's about it. the end

~drew

who loves andrew? ...

2005-02-18T17:17:00.000-08:00

wow i am being rushed to leave and go over to the mays house, so should i even bother posting? ...i mean: a post rushed is a post wasted. this is almost vomit worthy, well i got go. the end.

~drew

joanie loves chachi? ...yes.

2005-02-11T20:43:00.000-08:00

it was so awkward, we were at the orthadon-- .....the oral surgeons place..."
~sarah may

yeah so today i uhh....yeah it was amazing. i tried to sleep when i got home but it didn't happen. then sarah asked me why i didn't sleep and it broke my heart.

i saw jason scribner at school today, i think he is going out with rachel...i am not sure but there has been a lot of drama in that area of there lives (tori's too) but we'll looktowards the brighter things of life first, and forevermore. then i saw him at chuby chandlers and i was like, whoa. the end....of that part...ok now. the end.

~drew

chris loves jessie? ...yes.

2005-02-06T13:00:00.000-08:00

"...otherewise it's off with your head, i got up off that chair!"
~sarah may

techno music is pretty cool. i thought i would throw that out there for you to chew on. so the guy that was going to buy me a bass (not a fish, the guitar) changed, and has fallen away from the glory of God that he once stood in. so that sucks, we'll see how that turns out.

let's see what else........ ... ....... AH HA! i just got back from this way cool conference in Bakersfield, it rocked like no other!!! God is so cool! i wanted to go do some good ol' street power evangelism but i didn't get the chance but it's not to worry because i can do that anywhere. sweet.

there is not much to say... i think i am starting to calm down, that's really weird. i mean "calm down" like i am not as....hyper as i once was. i don't know if this is a good or a bad thing, but we'll see where God takes me. the end.

boring me.

~drew

chloe loves chris? ...yes

2005-02-01T13:51:00.000-08:00

well hey kids!

man this sucks, i am so sick right now. sunday i started to feel a little scratch in my throat and now i have a cold. i cry. but that's ok because God is good. that's about it.

i know i really haven't been posting but that's cool right? right? ...dang it. oh well. so david and i went to the templeton high school and prayed over it. it was really cool because there were angels following us and a gfew would stop wherever we prayed. there was a major release at that school. david rocks like no other!! oh and then there was that creepy thing that happened, we were walking towards the PAC and then we heard this door creak open, but no one else was there ( it was like 9:30 pm), then david heard some laughter. very creepy.

what else...

not much. oh yeah i just wanted to say mechanical pencil and kristeen's face. ha ha ha ha ha ha..ahhh i giggle. well how are you all? you know you all are my favorite chitlins! well i'll let you go now. but remember, the end.

~drew

haley loves will!!!!!

2005-01-29T17:56:00.000-08:00

word up gangsters...

i haven't posted in a while but yeah. the end.

~love you all
~~drew

Galations 2:20

2005-01-22T14:24:00.000-08:00

I was praying and then the Lord gave me a vision, I saw Jesus on the cross. I could see every wound that He bore for us; I saw every bruise, cut, stripe, and drop of blood on His body. The Passion movie was nothing compared to what I saw. As I looked at Him, suddenly what I saw was magnified and I saw that every wound on His body was made up of a whole bunch of names real close together in red. As blood poured from the stripes on His back I saw that it was covered in our names. This was a major revelation on how He died for all of us, and how important it is for us to share His redemption to everyone we meet, we cannot let our Saviors blood fall to the ground!!!

Then I was given this scripture:

"Look, I've written your names on the backs of my hands. The walls you're rebuilding are never out of my sight."
~Isaiah 49:16 ( the message bible)

Then I looked into His eyes; He was not scared. I was consumed with Him, and then it seemed like I was taken into Him, I saw what He saw. I looked around and saw people as He was crucified standing around Him, staring at that mass of flesh that was pinned down to that tree. These were these who were physically present that day so many years ago, my heart cried out for them. Then as some of those who were there started to leave, I saw people suddenly appear out of no where. These people were dressed in all sorts of clothes from different cultures and times. I realized that these people were all that embrace the love of Jesus, and have come to Him at the foot of His cross, whether for salvation or just to be with their Lord in His time of need, and that I was just standing among them.

"For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men..."
~Titus 2:11

" In him and through faith in him we may approach God with freedom and confidence."
~Ephesians 3:12

I hope and pray that the Lord shows you something through this, I felt that it needed to be shared with you all. God Bless!!!

"I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me."
~Galations 2:20

will loves rhi? ...yes.

2005-01-21T18:10:00.000-08:00

sorry i haven't posted in a while.... i tried to the other day but when i was almost done the computer decided to hate me, so i have this really cool thing i need to type up later. yeah, it was really cool to it was an aweome revealation of God's love and Jesus' redemption. but i will type it up late because i am way lazy and i don't want to right now ..................lazy. oh yeah and the end.

~drew

Intimacy

2005-01-11T19:03:00.000-08:00

I was praying and asking the Lord what He had planned for this year and then He showed me a vision:

I saw the Lord sitting in a beautiful garden, He was sitting on a picnic blanket and had all sorts of picnic stuff around Him (i.e. a bunch of goodies to eat, utensils, picnic baskets, etc.). He looked up at me and beckoned me to come to Him. I walked toward Him and made my way through the garden; when I reached the picnic blanket He was no longer there, but He left all the things that were with Him on the blanket where I now was standing. Then I looked up towards the sky and saw a light like a star flash above me and a smile came upon my face.

Then He gave me some scriptures to go along with this vision, all of them are in Song of Solomon. The scriptures He gave me went along with the vision perfectly and tell a story in themselves:

"The fig tree forms its early fruit; the blossoming vines spread their fragrance. Arise, come, my darling; my beautiful one, come with me."
~song of Solomon 2:13

The Lord is beckoning His bride to come to Him. He is calling us to go with Him now, the harvest is ready, now we need to start moving because time is short...

"...Blow on my garden, that its fragrance may spread abroad. Let my lover come into his garden and taste its choice fruits."
~song of Solomon 3:16

The time is now for us to enter His garden, Jesus has opened the gates to his kingdom so we can have access to it now, and He wants us to come in and spread the fragrance of His domain throughout the world...

"I opened for my lover, but my lover had left; he was gone......"
~song of Solomon 5:2

Jesus wants us to be faint with love for Him, He is taking us to the point where we can't stand the be away from Him, we will have to ''soil'' our feet by treading on grounds where even angels fear to tread but all will be worth it. The Lord is always with us even though He may seem distant or even like He is gone but He is with us, He will never leave of forsake us...

"The watchmen found me as they made their rounds in the city. They beat me, they bruised me; they took away my cloak, those watchmen of the walls!"
~song of Solomon 5:7

O the glories we will see for being persecuted for the sake of the Lord and His righteousness because the ours is the kingdom of heaven! The Lord is going to bring us into the streets to find Him. I feel that this year will be one that the Lord blesses street evangelism through salvation; we need to take what we receive to the streets, spread the fragrance of His garden to the ends of the earth.
The Lord is bring His beautiful bride to a new level of intimacy. The world's views will no longer matter to us because we don't see what the enemy has placed here to burden us; no, we see what Jesus died for on the cross of calvary.

~God Bless

Hello Lamewads! ...I mean not lamewads

2005-01-03T20:24:00.000-08:00

Hey what's up all. Not much here, ehh in the Andrew arena. So school starts tomorrow, I am bummed but that's the way life goes, hopefully I will ace all of my finals! I am praying!!! I was sleeping today, and realized that I have been getting a lot of dreams lately. Some seem to have spiritual significance while others are just weird, I guess that really reflects me. I am deep into Him, and I am also really strange.

Uhh let's see, what has been going on....? Ahh yes, Sarah and I have been getting into a lot of emo fights recently, what's up with that? I seem to always be the one starting these things and then Sarah gets me back somehow, dang it!

Sarah, I hope you know, this means war.

Well, I have not much else to say umm so yeah ok. the end.

~drew

GI Joe the Real American Hero!

2005-01-01T14:40:00.000-08:00

Well it is presently 2:40. I rolled out of bed at around 2 o' clock, ate some bread (I think it was bad, there was a bit of mold on it), then I went back to bed. I was going to try to stay up but I gave up on that, and it's never felt sooo good. Sleep is great. I excel at it.

so last night was fun, Stephen and I went to PRCC around 11:30 and played boulderdash until the new year. When 2005 rolled around Stephen and I busted out Roper and Five Iron Frenzy and sang with Joel, Keri, and Paul Klaussen. Then we put in Jason Upton for a while and tried to sing along with that, it was fun. Hey I have been capitalizing everything, weird.

So not much has been going on in the Andrew arena. Uhhh yeah so leave me a bunch of meaningful comments that will almost make me cry. Happy New Year Day; peace, don't smoke, be happy, the end.

~drew

seven days till thursday.

2004-12-30T19:01:00.000-08:00

well, after realizing there really aren't leprechauns after my brain juices i sat down and examined my life, and found out the purple is a horrid color. well not purple more like lilac is a horrid color. yeah....so other then that things have been going good. i think i need to improve on maintaining relationships though. it seems that after a while i tend to distance myself from a lot of people, i don't really do it on purpose it is just something i noticed that i do. so expect to hear from me.....and stuff.

huh? oh this is a picture i took of my good friend way back when....man we had some good times.

on brighter news i am currently eating a marie callednder's chicken pot pie, and it tastes better then i ever thought it would. i like the crust the most. uhh yeah....so good times. i saw krisann for the first time in months it was cool!!! i really miss her, and given the present circumstances the she and stephen are now broken up, it really doesn't change a thing, i love that girl!! she roks like a nun on harbor day!! so krisann if you are out there, uhhh.....hi. the end.

~drew

"Excuse me, but what the crap!?"

2004-12-25T21:18:00.000-08:00

"knock, knock."
"who's there?"
"hatch."
"hatch who?"
"gesuntiet!"

at the tone the time will be 6:49.
*tone*
yay! it is now 6:49.

yeah uhh that was weird. well Happy Christmas every one!!! i must say that i got exactly what i was expecting this year! mostly nothing. but that's fine with me because that's not the reason for the season, uhh dawg. i presently find myself in So Cal, it is fun. but alas, i miss my friends at home, even though we have only been down here for a day and a half. i miss them nonetheless. hmm what to say, what to say? i don't know, uhh... excuse me, but what the crap!?!? there i feel better now. i caught you a delicious bass. Oh yeah, harpy birthday ashley, and yes i did say harpy. well i have not much else to say. oh yeah! the end.

~drew

hippies, plumbers, and holy men.

2004-12-19T15:16:00.000-08:00

i don't know what to write, dang it! this is lame, i haven't posted in like forever, and i can't think of any thing good to write now-- oww, HEY!!!! tree spirit leave me alone!

ahh yes tree spirit, is the hippie that lives in my attic, as many of you may have heard. we feed him throught the vents, usually an old fish or small woodland creature, those are his favorite. he gets mad at me for useing technology so he throws toenail clippings from the vent; sometimes he manages to get the vent-cover half off , perfect for throwing toenail clippings through. you see not only is he a hippie but he was raised amish people so natuarally he thinks that technology is a bunch of "demon whoo-haa".

he really isn't that bad once you get to know him, but he really cuts into my social life, like this one time when i was coming home from a date he somehow got out of his chains and jumped out and bit my date right in the face! so as you can see i really can't date lest he does that again, i guess my life will just consist of feeding, and sending dish soap and a sponge to a hippie in my attic through the ventalation system and hanging with the pope. but i have recently meet mario, hopefully i can introduce the pope and him to each other sooner or later. the end

~drew

Yes...the Pope!

2004-12-04T13:37:00.000-08:00

yeah me and the pope go way back, actually it was me that suggested to him that he should move from tighty-whities to boxers. yeah, but he couldn't handle the difference so he stuck with boxer-briefs. then he told me about all the amazing wonders of boxer briefs. so naturally i tried them, now i'm hooked! it was the best advice i ever received!!!! thanks the pope!

yeah did you now, contrary to many beliefs, the pope sounds like mario! he was like, "bless you from da Pope!" and he did tht hand thing, he really isn't that bad once you get to know him.

....and yes jullie, the pope is the pope. you are correct.

uhh.......i also told him that he should stop wearing that hat, and he should switch to one of those trucker hats, but alas he didn't listen to me. i didn't want to tell him straight to his face but it reminds me of ghostbusters....i don't know why. the end.

~drew

no no no, you can't ha-ee-andle thi-his!!!

2004-11-30T19:41:00.000-08:00

hoo hoo hoo, hoo hoo hoo, hoo hoooo!!

yeah so this computer sucks! sorry i haven't posted in a while but the computer isn't working very good. i tried to post last week and i had most of this really cool angel story but then when i was almost done it froze so i gave up.

i just want to give a shout out to all the mays: it was fun hanging with you all this weekend and i hope we got to hang some more, the horror movie must be completed!!! and sarah's ear needs a good pokin'.

ok now that that is over, uhh...... i dunno. man i am fustrated! school really scks right now and my mom won't let me go back to paso, i think i might be able to do independent studies but only if i get a job. this sucks!! but oh well, God is in control and He won't leave me hanging, unlike some people Haley! just kidding, i mean JK!!!!! ........yeah whatever.

so uhhh, what else, oh maria and letcia! i haven't talked to you guys, ehh girls, in like 90 weeks, what's up with that? i miss you guys!!!! i miss brazil!!!!

ok what, next.....at least i'm not like all those other old guys, jeez. katie (hope you get better...and have more drug dreams of me, wow most everyone has no clue what that means should i explain? .....nah), stephie, and hillary ( i haven't heard from her) i miss you all too! your mom is cool. i am tired and should be doin homework right now but alas i am not! i am a procrastinator {or is it er... i don't know} too just like you jullie!!!! well i am going to go now, make sure you all post comments. and all you whose name i didn't mention.. that's only because these people are really insecure and need to know that i know and or remember thier names. i love you guys too!

~ciao
drew

REAL ENCOUTERS OF THE THIRD HEAVEN KIND!

2004-11-21T19:32:00.000-08:00

(ok since that time when everyone was around me when i went to third heaven i have returned a few times and all the memories seem to have blended together. so i will describe all that i saw as i remember it, but i can't really tell you which time it was that i saw it.)

ok so this is how it went, we were in worship and that was all cool and the dancing was awesome! then we all went in for the group hug and the Holy Spirit came, that's when the fun began! i was right in the middle of the group hug; so i was hit real hard, as were a lot of other kids, and i started shaking and stuff. you know, the crunching aka Holy Spirit ab workout, head shaking, rolling around, screaming. then i felt this pain run through my body and i started screaming even louder! i asked the Lord what was going on, because the pain was almost unbearable, and what He told me was, "I am imparting fire into you in a deeper measure," then i asked Him why it hurt so bad ( now that i look back on it that was a no-brainer question, but He is gracious) and He said, "well, fire hurts." then i thought of all the times i was burnt by a campfire or candle or any other open flame and i was like, "....oh, yeah......You're right."
So i am still rolling around on the ground and at one point i end up on my back and i open my eyes and look up, and there is this huge angel standing above me with a golden pitcher kinda thing, and i just looked at him thinking something like ' ooo, what are going to do with that?' then came the obvious, he extended his arm over me and poured out what was inside into my heart. as it came running down towards my body i got a good look at this liquid and it looked just like lava, right before it hit me i was like 'uh-oh' then came the sering pain. as this lava came down and penetrated my heart it was the most painful burning sensation i have ever felt, in fact it wasn't even a sensation that word cannot even begin to describe how this felt, and once again i was screaming! the pain over took me, and that's when i left, i don't remember how long after we all fell that i left but it had to have been at least half and hour.

ok so where was i.....oh yes unbearable pain; so the last thing i remember seeing was an angel pouring stuff out over my heart, then i closed my eyes and opened them in heaven. well i have been in the third heaven before but it was never like this.

first of all, all the other times i went there it was like the angels and heavenly creatures were waiting for me, i got there and there would be a bunch of angels looking at me with smiles on their faces and they would take me places and show me things. this time when i arrived it was in the midst of something. a lot of angels were attending to other...people i guess, now that i think about it i remember seeing them around people who were flat on their faces or doing other stuff in heaven.
the second thing that was different this time was that i was on earth at all, other times when i was there i was still able to move and get up if i had too, but this time for all that i knew my physical body was there too (which i later found out that it wasn't, but it was a lump of dead weight here on earth), i couldn't control what my physical body was doing because i wasn't occupying it at all, crazy!
also i noticed that i haven't been in this place before, that was cool!

so i stood for a second and just watched what was going on. heaven was busy! there was awesome peace and a measure what seemed to be a reassurance of God's love and control, but everything there was moving around and doing something. then i saw what i went there for, Jesus!!!!!!! He was standing a good distance away from me but the moment i saw Him He was all i could see. All the glories of heaven fade away at the sight of the One true King. i find that amazing! that even something as amazing and wonderful as heaven cannot even compare to the One who created it. so when i first looked at Him i was suddenly standing before Him, and i was just so overwhelmed that i didn't know what to do. then He came close to Me and put His arms around me and we were dancing, all i remember was just holding on to Him and never wanting it to end. then we stopped and He looked deep into my eyes, just looking back at Him i felt purer then i have ever been, then He kissed my face. He was showering me with kisses and His love! then He took a few steps back and i just stared at Him. i sat in the midst eternity and marveled at the depth of He who was slain for my sake. it was just amazing, and that for the most part is what i did in heaven.

some other things that i remember seeing were these:

I saw an angel who stood next to the throne of God, and i saw the King sitting on the throne and i literally saw the seven-fold Spirit of God twirling and moving about Him, then Jesus raised His right arm and the angel looked back at Him then lifted a shofar to his mouth and blow it.
also Jesus showed me a vision of His hand and arm as He was pinned down to the cross. I saw the nail in His hand and all the blood flowing from it, not only from his hand but all His arm. There was so much blood that it looked as though the wood of the cross in which He was crucified on was bleeding itself. intense!!

it is funny, one of the times i came back (i woke up in a car in front of a restaurant, and when i left i was in the second story of a church.) i picked up this book called throne room company be shawn bolz that i brought with me. i didn't read any of it at all and i had the book for like three months already! i started to read it and it almost exactly described what i saw there, it was amazing!!!

....well God bless and thanks for praying with me while i was out! oh and i am sorry it took me so long to type this, i hope and pray that this speaks to all of you and gives you fuel to attain this for yourselves, because it would be so incredibly sad if it stopped with me. pray that it will happen to all of us, a whole generation living in two worlds at once!

God is freakin amazing!!!!

2004-11-20T14:53:00.000-08:00

well i have so much to say, but i am just so freakin lazy, geez! uhh let's see oh i know God is awesome!!!!!!! everything wlse i could say falls way short of that so i'll just leave it there and blog the rest later ok bye i mean ciao!~!

night is only a badly lit version of day

2004-11-05T19:34:00.000-08:00

one thing i noticed is that when people say they don't have much to post, the post is always super long. i also noticed that i never really talk about my day and if i do it is usually made up.

which reminds me!
today after i was sky-diving i was walking over to the thing in which i do stuff at and i found a round looking square object. I was like, "what the crap?!?" and it was like, "hey don't touch me!" and then i threw it and took off running like a little school girl that just saw lenord nemoy! it really freaked me out!

...my life is so boring.
uhh oh yeah jullie, chris' play is tonight yesterday and tomorrow during tag. i totally screwed up on telling you, sorry. so if you want to go see him now you'll have to go during TAG, unless of course you went tonight, it costs six dollars. heh heh sorry. lemmesee..... oh yes, shnooky!!!! bwah ha ha ha ha ha!!!! i wish you could have just seen your face!!!!! bwah ha ha ha ha ha ha...ha...ha ha...hee...heh....eh ok i'm done.

Comment you guys! geez no one comments anymore, no one even blogs anymore. just jullie, kenny, annie sometimes, and little ol' andrew.

what the crap!?!?!

~tchau

i can't sleep...

2004-10-31T01:20:00.000-08:00

hey so why aren't you guys commenting on my blogs? what the crap is up with that? i go through all this trouble of creating a new "supa" blog, and no one comments on it? i think i am going to cry. especially you sarah, you never post or anything, it is just heartbreaking. jullie is the only one that comment's any more, what is this world coming to!?! what is this world coming tooooo!?!?!?!....

so, i uhh... how are things? i have been doing homework for the last five days and now i feel like i'm taking crazy pills or something! please won't someone tell me why the cows only fly at night time, oh i have also had lack ofsleep recently if you couldn't tell. it is almost 1.3O a.m. and i'm not even tired. i think i am turning into an insomniac..... that is someone who can't sleep you sick-o-s! you disgust me sometimes. well i think this new blog is coming out with a bang, don't you?

hey you could spell it sickoes or sickos or sickins bwah ha ha ha ha ha!!!! ouch.

well see you all later, and remember this is maroon.

thanks and farewell!

~the management

~I have returned~

2004-10-27T23:56:00.000-07:00

So i was thinking about it and i am going to make this less of a drawing blog and more of a random stuff blog. after all, it is called drew's drawings 'n' stuff. That stuff has to be there for a reason.

So you ever have one of those days when every single thing that you do seems to go right? well me either so let's not talk about that. I just got back from Brazil yesterday and the brazilians rubbed off on me, so if i give you a hug and kiss you on the cheeck don't sue me for sexual harassment....thanks. i say obrigato a lot now which means thank you in portugese too. it was way cool there and i am planning on going back there this summer to live with some friends for a while.

I would like to take this moment to make a shout-out to: Leticia, Maria, Andrew, Kaue, Flavio, Flavia, Rosanna, Cluadia, Manga, Old Guy from Belo Horizonte, Felipe, Amanda, Lincoln, Miltin, and many more whose name i can't remember or don't know how to spell! Some of which i will be staying with.

i think Gamble followed me to brazil, there was a guy in a speedo and the beach our hotel was on that looked like him but kept his distance so i couldn't tell. he has a hairy white back.

I'll just leave you with that visuale image.

~the management

2004-10-14T01:36:00.000-07:00

hey like I said for the first few weeks the pictures are going to be a bt familiar. but hey at least it's a picture, no?

A NEW DAY DAWNING

2004-10-08T17:26:00.000-07:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION....TO THE MAX!!!!

Hey Kids

yes it's true, this is still under construction for the time being but I thank you for coming by at

these earlystages of this blog so far and i hope you enjoy it. I will be posting one or two pictures

a week (if possible), but for the first couple of weeks the drawings are going to be a bit familiar.

sorry. Please post on each drawing, tell me which ones you like and if you have any requests i

can try to draw it but i'm not promising anything. thanks all, and remember there are only two reasons to eat an entire manitee; one, peer pressure; and two, kids like me.

~the management